afresh.

Saturday, November 25, 2006

yo! mm.. one mth is almost gone

and what have i achieved?

NOTHING.

yupp, nothing.

i'm such a failure huh?

i've been living in my own world these days.

sadness and loneliness.

haha for those who can't tell,

it shows that i've got good acting skills huh?

where did everyone go?

i feel so lost and detached from the rest of the world suddenly.

i used to have a pretty strong passion for a certain sth

but it seems like my passion for it is dying slowly, bit by bit.

basically cos i dun seem to enjoy it anymore.

and also i'm feeling quite stressed over it.

everyone is surpassing me

while i'm still lagging behind.

i'd love to catch up,

but there seemed to be some obstructions

so irritating!

and i've becomed more and more sian.

speaking less and less words each day.

i'm sure there'll be a day where i'll stop talking altogether.

so dun be surprised.

gosh, this sux.

where is the old me?

i'm so so so tired.

Wednesday, November 22, 2006

whee! just came back from bangkok last sunday!
well..bangkok is kinda fun!
shop shop shop shop shop!
hahaha but kinda tiring.
oh ya! saw a lot a lot of ah guas too!
hoho! the ah guas are damn damn damn hot and pretty!
so jealous of them =P
hahaha but nvm!
mine's authentic and theirs is counterfeit!
oh sheesh, sounds sooo disgusting! XD

okay, im too lazy to reply the tags on my tagboard,
so i shall reply altogether in this post!

jaylo: hello there! long time no see u!
choo: hahaha of cos i'm sweet! okay we'll meet up for step up! =)
owenhonigo: yupp, i had fun in bangkok! thanks! =)
des: eh r u desmond liew? hahaha. aiyah, go sentosa is still better than not going out! so cheer up! =]
joli: hello joli ~~the future airstewardess!~~ yea i know u love me! i love u too! so does kenneth wong! hehe! =P (p.s. purposely tag above des? =P)
sharon: hey! hahaha ya i was enjoying myself when u tagged!
xl: hahaha ya lah. so shuang! nxt year after my A lvls, i'll put that tag on my juniors' tagboard too! hoho
chrl`x: hahaha i'm fine with it! u pick a day to go out! =)

okay, bye for now!

Wednesday, November 15, 2006

okay, before i go to bangkok, i feel like blogging sth.

it's been exactly a wk since i last saw the wuliaos!
and also the rest of my class!
only a wk!
and i'm missing everyone like mad alr!

everytime i go back to nj,
it's always bcos of band..
mm..looks like that's not where i belong..
cos i dun feel that happy in the bandroom compared with when i'm with the wuliaos!
when i'm with the wuliaos,
it's really joy n laughter when i'm with them!
awww...haven got that feeling for a long long time alr!

i wanna go out with the wuliaos!
and also the sentosa outing!
really looking forward to it!
hope that we can hv lots of fun!

wuliaos, i love u guys!

Monday, November 13, 2006

Your German Name is:

Leonie Franziska

What's Your German Name?

People Envy Your Compassion

You have a kind heart and an unusual empathy for all living creatures. You tend to absorb others' happiness and pain.
People envy your compassion, and more importantly, the connections it helps you build. And compassionate as you are, you feel for them.

What Do People Envy About You?

wanted to upload more pics, but it's taking way way too long to get my pic uploaded! grr..

anw, life is quite monotonous now once PW is over.
there seems to be sooo many things to do
but i'm just too lazy to start on any.
zzzzz.

looks like many ppl are spamming on their blogs
like jolitoh and chongkyan.
hahaha chongkyan, what a nice name!

and so we watched the grudge 2 last wed after our OP :D
okay, kinda long ago, but nvm,
i'll still blog on it nevertheless.

thinking back, grudge 2 wasn't really scary,
although it's like my first horror movie in my entire life.
i dun really get a chance to watch horror movies u see..
shld hv screamed along with kyan and joli during the movie!
but anw, besides freezing in that cinema,
i dun really rmb anything else alr -.-
in the end, nobody actually knows what was going on in the movie.
THEY ALL LOOK THE SAME!
all the girls hv the same long blonde hair except one
ok, the guys are distinguisable.

ok, nth to spam abt alr.
just spammed on some really random thoughts.
anw, i'll be going to bangkok on 16-20 nov.
so dun bother msging or calling me.

looking forward to it! :D

I LOVE THIS PIC! in case u din know, that's me! :)
had a family picnic ytd at changi beach. if u look carefully at the background of that pic, u can actually see kayaks! oh man, miss those good old days at yltc.. kayaking rox! :D

Tuesday, November 07, 2006

okay! there've been complaints that i'm so random
cos when i dun blog, my blog starts to get mouldy,
but when i do blog, i bombard my blog -.-
hahahahaha ok, i shall blog often now
cos isn't that the purpose of having a blog?
hur hur hur.

PW is ending tmr.
shldn't we be happy abt it?
cos PW is certainly a dreadful subj.
but think abt it again,
din we had lots of fun doing PW?
and definitely thru PW,
we get to know the members in our PW group better.
although there may be disagreements at times,
but the arguing was fun though! :D

doing PW at each other's houses is the most fun part!
get to slack for a while,
talk a little cock which often turn out to be lots of cock,
do all sorts of nonsense in their houses
eg. getting ppl to crash their houses and showing us the host's PHOTOS!! :D
crashing ppl's house ROX! :D
and having more than one PW group in someone's house rox more!

PW has given me lots of memories,
whether they are good or bad.
they will remain in me forever.....

Monday, November 06, 2006

here is some forwarded mail that i've received and i found it very very meaningful. hope u'll spend some time reading it =]

ONE. Give people more than they expect and do it cheerfully.

TWO. Marry a man/woman you love to talk to. As you get older, their conversational skills will be as important as any other.

THREE. Don't believe all you hear, spend all you have or sleep all you want.

FOUR. When you say, "I love you," mean it.

FIVE. When you say, "I'm sorry," look the person in the eye.

SIX. Be engaged at least six months before you get married.

SEVEN. Believe in love at first sight.

EIGHT. Never laugh at anyone's dream. People who don't have dreams don't have much.

NINE. Love deeply and passionately. You might get hurt but it's the only way to live life completely.

TEN. In disagreements, fight fairly. No name calling.

ELEVEN. Don't judge people by their relatives.

TWELVE. Talk slowly but think quickly.

THIRTEEN. When someone asks you a question you don't want to answer, smile and ask, "Why do you want to know?"

FOURTEEN. Remember that great love and great achievements involve great risk.

FIFTEEN. Say "bless you" when you hear someone sneeze.

SIXTEEN. When you lose, don't lose the lesson .

SEVENTEEN. Remember the three R's: Respect for self; Respect for others; and responsibility for all your actions.

EIGHTEEN. Don't let a little dispute injure a great friendship.

NINETEEN. When you realize you've made a mistake, take immediate steps to correct it.

TWENTY. Smile when picking up the phone. The caller will hear it in your voice.

TWENTY-ONE. Spend some time alone.

Sunday, November 05, 2006

A song which i think is kinda motivational. Enjoy! (if u think that it's childish, then don't read);

I wanna be the very best
like no one ever was
To catch them is my real test
To train them is my cause

I will travel across the land
searching far and wide
Each pokemon to understand
the power that's inside

Pokemon! its you and me
I know its my destiny,
Pokemon! Oh you're my best friend
in a world we must defend
Pokemon! a heart so true
Our courage will pull us through,

You teach me and I'll teach you,
Pokemon! gotto catch'em all

Every challenge allong the way
with courage I will face.
I will battle every day
to claim my rightful place.
Come with me,
the time is right,
there's no better team.
Arm in arm we'll win the fight!
It's always been our dream!

well..this blog is getting mouldy
and i feel like i'm growing some fungi on my blog.
life's too hectic these days.
everything is all abt PW nowadays.
booooooorrrrriiiinnnng

just had class chalet last wed to fri.
total lack of sleep.
talked lots of cock.
gambled quite a lot (but i won quite a lot too!)
hooked onto soccer although i still prefer bball.
cycling wasn't too bad or good.
the bike sux.
mahjong was the worst.
haven't won a single game since the start of the chalet.
pathetic huh?
mahjong is really not my type.

feeling all so tired and numb now.
since i'm so deprived of sleep these days,
i better go and get some sleep now.

byebye! =]