4P '05
06s18
adeline
alvin
amanda voon
annaling
bixiu
caijie
cheryl
choo ting
christin
cindy
dingjie
jean grey
jerlyn
jiayu
jiahao
jiahui
jinghao
joe
joli
joy
joycelyn
kahyan
kailee
kaixin
kakeru
leesi
leona
lien
marcus
melissa
nicholas
owenhonigo
peijun
peiying
selina
sharon
shelly
shuheng
shulin
weichong
xinmei
xueli
yihong
yongernn
yuntian
yuqin
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i think i've done the dumbest thing in my entire life today. like a total sore loser. i skipped phy lab expt so that i cld see a doc early for ONE finger. whats wrong with me man! the finger was just swollen n bruised n crooked only what! zzz feeling guilty abt skipping phy lab although mr glee approved me leaving college early.
right, n so i hv a fat ugly finger now cos of ytd's bball. bball is seriously killing me. sprained my ankle n finger cos of it. i dun rmb getting injured when i play bball in cedar. oh well.
anw, received my phy n chem papers. failed phy as expected. chem was a total surprise. i just dun understand why. perhaps, i'll hv to believe that stupid ppl like me exist in this world. its like no matter how hard we try, its totally useless. how to not feel discouraged when u've been failing chem like no one's business although efforts hv been put into it? i seriously dunno. that feeling just came again. the same feeling that i had when i got back my econs paper end of last yr. is there still hope for me?
downright sore loser here ):
hoho! school hols are coming to an end! SOOO SAADDD LAAAA!!! well..but all good things have to come to an end eventually, just that it is sooner or later. how i wish it was later..
mm this school hols was really a relaxing one for me. as in, i really din touch any schwrk! din mug or do tuts. just band all wk. non band days are slacking days, gg online every night n i realised that i think a lot. really a lot.
then ytd i was clearing my drawer. i saw lots of photos. photos of percussion last yr, cedar guzheng ensemble syf gold in 2005 and my classes in cedar. haha really miss my percussion snrs. i rmb i was still such a percussion noob at that time. aiyah but now also la. miss my guzheng in cedar, my jnrs, my snrs, wang mama (teacher-in-charge) n of cos my instructor! ms zhang ronghui is the BEST guzheng instructor ever! this yr is syf year again! hopefully cedar guzeng ensemble will maintain their 3rd consecutive gold award for syf or even better, get gold with honours! =) JIAYOU! haha here are photos of me when i was in guzheng ensemble:
try spotting me yea yea =)
my first public performance when i was in sec 3...heh
这是我们的爱情啊，就和任何正在进行中的爱情都一样是没有理由，不能解释，失去理智的。
sooooo sweet riiigggghhhhttttt????? =D
my bdae.
thanks to those who wished me happy bdae via sms/verbally. u made me feel my importance in ur life, im so honoured n touched. thanks to those who made cards for me. special mention to mingxuan n chai cos guys rarely make cards for gals apart for their gal hehe. design doesnt matter. what matters is the contents in the cards. thanks to those who gave me presents too! n thanks to those who celebrated my bdae with me - kyan, joli, choo, jaime, yihong, mingxuan n chai. btw they bought me a cake too! haha yummy cake! it was a surprise man! =)
we went to watch a movie - MUSIC AND LYRICS! =D i think it was a pretty nice movie. it was kind of a comedy movie BUT towards the end was sooooooooo touching (to me la) that i actually cried! haha luckily no one saw me crying, i hope heh. to find out abt what the movie is all abt, read the synopsis in newspapers la haha. too lazy to type it all. mm but nth else much happened before or after the movie. even if there is before the movie, laughter has definitely erased it away from my memory. indeed, laughter is the best medicine. just like a wound, although it can be healed after applying some medicine, it takes some time to do so. but even if the wound gets better, it will still hurt at times n may even leave a scar behind.
i dun want anyone to see my tears.
i only want ppl to see my smile.
i chose to express my emotions n thoughts through writings
instead of confiding in ppl one to one
cos im pretty emotional.
im afraid i'll break down in front of u.
so dun ban me from blogging.
joli n i went back to sch for h3 math after the movie. din make it on time for lect, so just went for tut. sighs, can sense roddykok's disappointment in us again. i hate giving ppl disappointments. whats wrong with my h3 math? it was a wrong choice. very wrong choice. but since i dun hv a choice now, i've got to hang on to it n try to improve on it. i believe i can. chionged home after that to watch HUAYANG! omg! first time admire someone so much - QUAN! eh btw, its quan, not wuzun. quan is a person of perfect character. or perhaps with a character which i hope my future bf will hv la! so sweet, gentle, a little quiet but can be high at the right times n most imptly, super protective over a gal that he likes! haha i dun think such guys exist anw. or maybe just that i haven met one like him yet.
9th March.
road run. i ran. im so sick n tired of just slacking arnd while the rest of the class is doing sports. i hate hate hate hate my ankle. when can it ever recover? i dun care anymore. i just wanna play bball n run. luckily my bball skills are not qt gone yet. but stamina is gone. anw it wasnt good in the first place. whats wrong with bball? just becos im a gal, im not allowed to play bball? but too bad, i've got a strong passion for bball n not for stuffs like sewing/cooking. why cant i even get the freedom to choose a sport of my choice? but sadly, things aint the same as before. i've to pay a price to do sports. i paid a price today for playing bball n running n sprinting - a bone jutting ankle. how long more do i hv to suffer?
do u know that i actually care for u?
do u know that i actually care abt what u think?