afresh.

Tuesday, April 29, 2008

whee im having a nice, spontaneous and non-stop cough, terrible flu and a painful sore throat.

omg am i dying?

heck, go for b&j's icecream ltr first.
poof!

Saturday, April 26, 2008

alright im blogging again when i've just blogged yesterday! or should i say this morning? haha not that i enjoy blogging, but rather, IM BORED! and got many things in my mind that i need to thrash out. my brain got not enough memory space. need to do selective deleting of memory.

today i had 3 tuitions. no, SUPPOSED to have. but one cancelled like 30min before lesson. im so damn bloody pissed with my kid cause she LOVES postponing lessons for the smallest/stupidest reason on earth. EVERY LESSON k! sometimes im tired also, so i allow. but most of the time i'll insist to have it. shes just testing my patience. then today i scolded her for her lousy attitude. i dont care if she fires me. all the better. give me more rest days and less headache.

then the second kid pissed me off too. but hes only p1 so forgivable for his childish acts. but still, he was really too much! so lazy and threw tantrums at me! i scolded him la! then his mother said i did a good job, must be fierce to him.

sighh im losing my temper and patience these days. maybe cause im feeling sick (terrible flu and sorethroat) and also the time of the month. haha i think i sound like a MAN now. SEXAY EHH! haha dear said that i must have been really mad at my kids today otherwise i wouldnt have scolded them. dear knows me so well =) i dont remember getting so mad before!

and my days are so packed everyday that i dont think i'll get a life for the next few weeks. not even weekends. unless work is life which i doubt so. so dont try to date me out or you'll end up with rejections only. hope i wont cringe and die in the next few weeks. bleah im falling sick at the wrong time. like when mid years is only around the corner. i hope i wont have to cancel/postpone my lessons or worse still, pass my flu to my kids. or else more nightmares ahead.

okayy, at least got 2 activities to look forward to in may!
1) sentosa outing with my MOM colleagues next saturday! nope, not another one. its the same one, just that we kept postponing it due to unforeseen circumstances. haha when i ask people what time they can go, then they will say full day (probably 10-7pm), morning shift (10-12pm?), afternoon shift (12-5pm?) or night shift (5-7pm?). cute la!
2) guzheng outing next next saturday! haha 3 generations gathering. either ktv or cycling. hope it doesnt rain so that we can cycle at ecp! =) tandem bike whoo!

eeyer uni letters not sent to my letterbox yet! im feeling hopelessly sad =( okay i think i should go to bed now. did so much running today (morning run and also run to catch buses). yawnss. gdnite world! =)

Friday, April 25, 2008

hello world. it's friday today.which means the weekends are here! but actually now i think weekdays are better than weekends. cause work is getting more fun these days! i think cause the timings for my jobs are more reasonable now and i get more rest. like today, i only went MOM and did teaching.

my new job scope in MOM is damn fun la! but still meet lots of nasty customers and meet those ______ and ______. or maybe cause it's still a pretty new job thats why i find it quite fun. oh and i enjoy crapping with the bosses! haha its nice to sit around and crap with the bosses about everything from work to our personal lives. we're damn open about everything la which is quite rare for bosses and employees o.O normally theres always this clear cut between them which makes work siann. so at least i kinda look forward to working in MOM now despite having to wake up at 6.30am everyday.

and teaching at ______ primary school was fun today! suddenly got so many new students cause my students brought their siblings for my lesson. haha abit overhelming. then i was teaching the students halfway and suddenly this lady walked in and sat at the back of the classroom. i thought she was the teacher-in-charge for conversation chinese and wanted to see how was my teaching. but after she left (after quite sometime! =/), i asked my students and it turned out that she was the principal! OMG! on one hand, i feel privileged to be observed by the principal (cause normally only the HODs conduct observations) but on the other hand, i really hate being observed! i felt so damn uneasy! but it was still manageable la. then we ended lessons late! omg so rare la! cause i normally dismiss them like 10minutes early hehe.

then i went home! whoo! it has been so long since i reached home so early! like 5plus only la! well done emily! you made your mark! and so i slacked around at home, waiting to set off at 7pm again for tuition. haha but i was glad that my tutee postponed it cause it's hard to get myself out of the house after stepping into it, after a long and tiring day. i've been standing for 6hrs today! WITH HEELS. dammit. heels are pretty but they kill!

haha i've been facing the computer for the last 5hrs and it's time to rest and recharge for tomorrow. i've got 3 tuitions tomorrow! and my morning jog with dear. oh and i think my blog entries are getting boring. oh wait, it was NEVER interesting. it's all about my work, work and work. bwahaha boring readers to tears. i think i should update less often. everything's more or less the same. zzz.

I can't believe you were the one
To build me up and tear me down,
Like an old abandoned house.

damn, why am i so affected by it? i hate playing mind games. and yet im a participant in it. rahh! escaping into my lalaland now. nitess.

Thursday, April 24, 2008

hoho! i havent really posted a decent entry for a very long time! been pretty busy at work for the past few days especially yesterday! oh gosh, i ended up working more than 14 hrs la! really piak on my bed after i bathed. lets see what i've been up to lately...

MOM. hahaha all of us are surviving on a day by day schedule this week cause of some changes in MOM - increasing volume of customers until we have to open a new express counter and need pretty gals like us to guide the customers to the correct counters. standing and talking to customers 4 hrs straight is no joke k. especially ________ whose breaths stink more than garbage. omg i cant take it! and im officially allergic to _______ and _______. haha can guess and fill in the blanks. but the new job scope is pretty fun though, can use more eye-power hehe.

TELEMARKETING. well well. damn tiring. and im looking damn forward to may where it'll be cut down. im sick of the working environment! plenty of arrogant people who treat us telemarketeers as garbage and dump us anywhere they like! how nice. at least i wont have to face them so often in may anymore. gross!

TUITIONS. yeahh the BEST jobs ever! but it sucks when ALL OF THEM are gonna have their mid-years on the SAME WEEK and even on the SAME DAYS. the thought of having to shuffle from tuition after tuition AND MORE TUITIONS in a day makes me zzzzz. travelling is tiring in case you dont know. and expensive when your tuition is EVERYWHERE. but other than that, the kids are nice and innocent people. THE MID YEARS - the time to show the fellow parents that im a good tutor! AHEMM!

alright, gotta wake up at 6am tomorrow! as usual, as of yesterday. what a screwed up life right. oh wells, GOGOGO! tomorrow is friday already! the weekends are coming! jiayou guys! =)

surprisingly, last night i dreamt of you again.
i wonder why i've been dreaming alot of you lately
when i havent been thinking of you for soooo long!
and it wasnt about the past.
its about the future
when you're out of there.
last night, i dreamt of you
playing basketball in the court we used to play in.
you looked so old and tired
and yet so happy.
then poof! you're gone.
will i dream of you again?

Monday, April 21, 2008

omggggg i just found this really fun and interesting activity while surfing the net randomly during office hours today!

NIGHT CYCLING!

Day/Time: 26-Apr-08 (Sat)
09:45 PM - 12:00 AM
27-Apr-08 (Sun)
12:00 AM - 06:00 AM

No. of Sessions: 2

Venue: East Coast Park
Carpark C : Burger King
(Starting Point)

fee is about $10-19. and deadline for application is tmr!!! interested people pls msg me IMMEDIATELY! thanks! =)

Sunday, April 20, 2008

Tonight I Wanna Cry - Keith Urban

Alone in this house again tonight
I've got the TV on, the sound turned down and a bottle of wine
There's pictures of you and I on the walls around me
The way that it was and could have been surrounds me
I'll never get over you walkin' away

I've never been the kind to ever let my feelings show
And I've thought that bein' strong meant never losin' your self control
But I'm just drunk enough to let go of my pain
To Hell with my pride let it fall like rain
From my eyes
Tonight I wanna cry

Would it help if i turned the sad song on
"All By Myself" would sure hit me hard now that you're gone
Or maybe unfold some old yellow lost love letters
It's gonna hurt bad before it gets better
But I'll never get over you by hidin' this way

Cause I've never been the kind to ever let my feelings show
And I've thought that bein' strong meant never losin' your self control
But I'm just drunk enough to let go of my pain
To Hell with my pride let it fall like rain
From my eyes
Tonight I wanna cry......

I've never been the kind to ever let my feelings show
And I've thought that bein' strong meant never losin' your self control
But I'm just drunk enough to let go of my pain
To Hell with this pride let it fall like rain
From my eyes
Tonight I wanna cry......

waaahhh another nice emo song hehe. goodnight world! =)

tagged!

1. Real name : Ong Li Min Amelia
2. Nickname : amy
3. Married : nahhh
4. Male or Female : female
5. Highschool : Cedar Girls' Secondary School
6. College : National Junior College
7. Short or long hair : not long not short
8. Are you a health freak : ehh no?
9. Height : 163cm
10. Do you have a crush on someone : maybeeee???
11. Do you like yourself : DUH!
12. Piercings : yep!
13. Righty or Lefty : right.

FIRST'S
14. First surgery : nope, and i dont want!
15. First piercing(s) : in pre-school?
16. First person you see in the morning : theres no fixed person
17. First award : i got 2nd in k1/k2!
18. First sport you joined : bball =)
19. First pet : fish?
20. First vacation : malaysia.
22. First crush : sec2

CURRENTLY
23. Eating : just ate.
4. Drinking : just drank.
25. I'm about to : bathe.

YOUR FUTURE
26. Want kids : haha it depends
27. Want to get married : wheres my Mr Right?
28. Careers in mind : teacher/tutor! maybe psychologist.

HAVE YOU EVER
35. Kissed a stranger : ehhhhh
36. Drank bubbles : what the?!
37. Lost glasses/contacts : broke only.
38. Ran away from home : and go where?
39. Liked someone younger : yep
40. Liked someone older : yep
41. Broken someone's heart : yep
42. Been arrested : HAHA
43. Cried when someone died : hurhur
44. Liked a friend : GUESS.

DO YOU BELIEVE IN
45. Yourself : OF COURSE!
46. Miracles : uh huh.
47. Heaven : mmmm
48. Santa claus : yes!
49. Angels : yes!

ANSWER TRUTHFULLY ~*
50. Is there one person you want to be with right now : i dont know..
51. Do you believe in God : mmmmm

tag: yuntian, cheryl LEE, bixiu, choo, kyan, joli, jaime

Got this from a chain mail. I think it's so sweet and meaningful! A group of professional people posed this question to a group of 4 to 8 year-olds, 'What does love mean?' These are their answers:

'When my grandmother got arthritis, she couldn't bend over and paint her toenails anymore. So my grandfather does it for her all the time, even when his hands got arthritis too. That's love.' Rebecca- age 8

'When someone loves you, the way they say your name is different. You just know that your name is safe in their mouth.' Billy - age 4

'Love is when a girl puts on perfume and a boy puts on shaving cologne and they go out and smell each other.' Karl - age 5

'Love is when you go out to eat and give somebody most of your French fries without making them give you any of theirs.' Chrissy - age 6

'Love is what makes you smile when you're tired.' Terri - age 4

'Love is when my mommy makes coffee for my daddy and she takes a sip before giving it to him, to make sure the taste is OK.' Danny - age 7

'Love is when you kiss all the time. Then when you get tired of kissing, you still want to be together and you talk more. My Mommy and Daddy are like that. They look gross when they kiss' Emily - age 8

'Love is what's in the room with you at Christmas if you stop opening presents and listen.' Bobby - age 7 (Wow!)

'If you want to learn to love better, you should start with a friend who you hate,' Nikka - age 6 (we need a few million more Nikka's on this planet)

'Love is when you tell a guy you like his shirt, then he wears it everyday.' Noelle - age 7

'Love is like a little old woman and a little old man who are still friends even after they know each other so well.' Tommy - age 6

'During my piano recital, I was on a stage and I was scared. I looked at all the people watching me and saw my daddy waving and smiling. He was the only one doing that. I wasn't scared anymore.' Cindy - age 8

'My mommy loves me more than anybody, You don't see anyone else kissing me to sleep at night.' Clare - age 6

'Love is when Mommy gives Daddy the best piece of chicken.' Elaine-age 5

'Love is when Mommy sees Daddy smelly and sweaty and still says he is handsomer than Robert Redford.' Chris - age 7

'Love is when your puppy licks your face even after you left him alone all day' Mary Ann - age 4

'I know my older sister loves me because she gives me all her old clothes and has to go out and buy new ones.' Lauren - age 4

'When you love somebody, your eyelashes go up and down and little stars come out of you.' (what an image) Karen - age 7

'Love is when Mommy sees Daddy on the toilet and she doesn't think it's gross.' Mark - age 6

'You really shouldn't say 'I love you' unless you mean it. But if you mean it, you should say it a lot. People forget.' Jessica - age 8

Friday, April 18, 2008

quoted from someone:
you're a part time lover and a full time friend.

and this is sweet:

"If I had a camera," I said, "I'd take a picture of you every day. That way I'd remember how you looked every single day of your life."

"I look exactly the same."

"No, you don't. You're changing all the time. Every day a tiny bit. If I could, I'd keep a record of it all."

"If you're so smart, how did I change today?"

"You got a fraction of a millimeter taller, for one thing. Your hair grew a fraction of a millimeter longer. You got a little happier and also a little sadder."

"Meaning they cancel each other out, leaving me exactly the same."

"Not at all. The fact that you got a little happier today doesn't change the fact that you also became a little sadder. Every day you become a little more of both, which means that right now, at this exact moment, you're the happiest and the saddest you've ever been in your whole life."

"How do you know?"

"Think about it. Have you ever been happier than right now, lying here in the grass?"

"No."

"It isn't like that for everyone, you know. Some people, like your sister, just get happier and happier everyday. And some people, like Beyla Asch, just get sadder and sadder. And some people, like you, get both."

"What about you? Are you the happiest and saddest right now that you've ever been?"

"Of course I am."

"Why?"

"Because nothing makes me happier and nothing makes me sadder than you."

poof! off to sleep!

Thursday, April 17, 2008

i know, im in front of the computer again. haha bored and awake la. well i woke up at 11am today and only worked 7 hrs today. so im still energetic! not like those poor army boys/guys running about in jungles or doing 348608235 pumpings/pull-ups everyday.

everything went smooth today! =) telemarketing was shioookkk. damn slack hehe. but one gross thing happened. i was slacking away then my boss ryan came to me to give me my pay. then he walked past a colleague and his colleague said this, "why? come and visit your galfriend ah?" puuuiiiii!!! so disgusting! then he still can smile smile -.-

tuition was fun! the greatest satisfaction that a tutor gets is how his/her tutee improves so much after less than a month of tuition. AHEM. really lor! my tutee is getting smarter and smarter! and getting more correct than wrong answers! i feel so proud of her HEH! my hardwork has paid off. hopefully she'll score well for mid-years which is coming soon.

okay being random here. yesterday my colleague chris said that she is not afraid of anything like threats and all that, only afraid of not having enough money. hahaha. is money really everything? maybe i havent really step into the working society and experience the need to pay for whatever-nonsense-expenses. hmm for me, im not afraid of not having enough money. im more afraid of getting hurt in relationships, whether its bgr/family/friends. haha i dunno, maybe im just being emo again heh. and why am i emo? cause im just an emo person!

alright, emo gal got nothing else to blog about already. bye world, hope you're doing fine too. especially those stuck in their shit jobs or still running about in jungles in wee hours =)

Wednesday, April 16, 2008

yep im awake! haha my body clock is weird now. on normal days when i dont have night tuitions, i'd reach home at about 8 and then sleep for 2 hours cause im tired! too tired to even drag myself to the showers. then after that i'd take a shower and go online to do some shit. i'd be a waste if you spend your night sleeping. okay, not like im doing anything useful online. but at least i enjoy heh.

and so i went to read every single persons' blog that i've linked from mine. so free right? hahaha. but i just wanna know how people are getting on with their lives now through their blog entries. thats what a blog is for rightttt? i went to my ogl's blog. haha i enjoy reading his and his gf's blog. their entries are always so sweet. anyone who reads their blog entries will definitely want to go into a relationship like them and spend all their time with their soulmate/best friend/best buddy etc. but i was shocked that they just broke up recently. he said this,

"I understand what she wanted and I respect her decisions. It's nobody's fault and if any, it's both. The way I look at this is this, there bound to be down times in any relationship. I guess we're both going to take a break from this and go play the field, explore our own options. I always believe in fate. If we're meant for each other, we can get back together 5 years later. If we're not, what's 5 years?"

"You see, there are so many things in life. We have to get out of our comfort zones, see everything from a bird's eye view. You can't just keep living underneath a well. I will never grow out of this if we're still together. Why see it as a bad thing when it actually helps in building me as whole person?"

so sweet. and i agree with him. maybe i shouldnt let my world revolve around you. i shall just let things go naturally. i believe in fate you know.

alright, going all emo again. haha my life seems like a big roller coaster and im always experiencing different things all the time. but i seldom vent my frustrations on people. whats the point of venting your frustrations on others and make others frustrated as well? just try to be optimistic lor cause nothing in life is fair. favourite quote: tomorrow will be a better day.

okay i dont know what the hell im rambling now and so, goodnight world! =)

p.s. im in love with Comptines d'un autre été by Amélie Poulain. its so good that i'll be so damn touched if a guy ever plays it on piano for me heh.

Monday, April 14, 2008

its MONDAY! ewww monday bluesss. i was practically stoning at both my workplaces today. like REALLY STONING. haha my colleagues could tell that i wasnt in the mood for work today. like body is there but not the mind. oh wells, its monday! what do you expect? hahaha.

work sucks today. the suckiest day ever. morning was still okay at MOM. then i became damn damn damn sian during telemarketing. firstly, there was a HUGE rearrangement of seats. as in, when i went to my place, i saw many unfamiliar faces around! it felt as though the old occupants are chased out of their cubicles by the new occupants! by the way, i never liked those old occupants since the first day of work cause i found them very disturbing and irritating (haha bixiu and i called them crocodiles). but at least they still played games on the computer and talked to us. the new occupants totally ignored us! HOW FRIENDLY! haha i never thought that i'd actually miss the crocodiles until today. sighh life is like this, we are not appreciative of everyone or everything around us until we lose them one day. urghh stupid monsters, not looking forward to work tomorrow! secondly, i got shot by quite a number of unreasonable customers today. so evilllll! im just trying to make a living! thirdly, my 2nd boss blamed me for arranging an appointment with a mad guy for him. HOW THE HELL AM I SUPPOSED TO KNOW THAT HES MAD?! so unreasonable! rahhh i was on the verge of breaking down today la! i was cursing and swearing. and i attempted to quit telemarketing. 3rd time le. but again, i cant! boss suggested to cut my working days from 4 to 2 everyday and i agreed. rahhh she just likes accomodating my needs so that i'll stay. okay i should be very grateful for that. better pray that i dont receive anymore of such shit again.

other than telemarkting, MOM was nice! we saw jeff wang! i think he came to renew his employment pass or something? i think he looked better in person than on tv heh. sighh im still deciding whether to quit MOM anot cause i'll be working 2 days less for telemarketing le. my life is in a mess! i need to fix my working hours! then i'll have time for myself!

okayy but at least i just had a nice weekend so it kinda made me less mad today although i spent like A BOMB last weekend heh. but it was worth it la =) siann this weekend got nothing to look forward to except tuitions. oh wells. im sleepy! gdnite!

Friday, April 11, 2008

wheeee another day has passed! haha my days seemed to pass by very quickly. maybe cause i work like 12 hours every day, so no time to rest and do my own stuff. looking damn damn forward to weekends cause at least no customer service and telemarketing and still get to go out! hahaha. come weekends come!

anyway today is 11 april! HAPPY 19th BIRTHDAY BRO! ahh so sad you gotta spend your nineteenth in camp! but with so many buddies around, im sure you'll have loads of fun! =D and im supposed to tender my resignation letter today too but i humji. i dont know how to tell my boss i wanna resign. oh well, we shall see.

and today at MOM, someone talked to me again. YUCKSSS! its an indo guy. he was like asking me how old i am, how much i earn, how long i've been working etc and WHETHER I GOT BF! omgggggg. then i told him i got 10 bfs and he believed -.- haha but i managed to zao. WTH! this job is really disgusting!

okay i shall go watch p.s. i love you now! just need to pull through another day today at MOM and ______ primary school and perhaps tuition and im done with the week! at least for the weekdays. then weekends will be here!! come weekends come! =) nights!

Thursday, April 10, 2008

HAPPY BIRTHDAY JENNY ZHANG BIZHEN!

omggggg i just talked to her online and i realised that she is also working in MOM! funny thing is that i didnt even see her at all! maybe cause my working hours are rly short and im on the 2nd level while she is on the 5th level! cool huhh! hahaha shes gonna find me on monday cause she took leave for tomorrow and friday. wheeeeee!

anyway my crazy life is starting again after a short break. but i think its still managable compared to my life at the start of the year. now i only have customer service at MOM, telemarketing, tuition for p1, p4, p6 and sec1 kids and conversational chinese at _______ primary school. not so bad la horr! raahhh one more month to quit MOM and finish up my teaching at ________ primary school then i'll be more free! then i'll probably take up a course like body combat or kickboxing. heyy i havent forgotten about that okay! just no time at the moment.

okay i just had a crazy day today rushing from MOM to telemarketing in 15min, then to sec1 tuition in 1hr, then to p4 tuition in 30min. ended work at like 10+ unlike some people who went ktv to sing AHEM. sai life mann. oh but got shuai ge to see at MOM today! theres this national swimmer who came to apply for employment pass. WOAH hes damn good looking! then i was checking his documents and he started flirting with me! he got quite a good sense of humour la. haiya but not interested. my heart got stolen away already! hahaha.

alright, gotta pull myself out of bed tomorrow at 8! bleahh i dont know why, but i somehow miss band now..RANDOM! =P

haha dont you think its so nice to be able to do this once in a while? =)

Monday, April 07, 2008

STUPID QUESTIONS WITH THE SMART ANSWERS:

BOY : May I hold your hand?
GIRL : No thanks, it isn't heavy.

GIRL : Say you love me! Say you love me!
BOY : You love me...

GIRL : If we become engaged will you give me a ring??
BOY : Sure, what's your phone number??

GIRL : I think the poorest people are the happiest.
BOY : Then marry me and we'll be the happiest couple

GIRL : Darling, I want to dance like this forever.
BOY : Don't you ever want to improve??

BOY : I love you and I could die for you!
GIRL : How soon??

BOY : I would go to the end of the world for you!
GIRL : Yes, but would you stay there??

SHARON : Have you ever had a hot passionate, burning kiss??
TRACY : I did once. He'd forgotten to take the cigarette out of his mouth.

MAN : You remind me of the sea.
WOMAN : Because I'm wild, romantic and exciting?
MAN : NO, because you make me sick.

WIFE : You tell a man something, it goes in one ear and comes out of the other.
HUSBAND : You tell a woman something: It goes in both ears and comes out of the mouth.

MARY : John says I'm pretty.
Andy says I'm ugly.What do u think, Peter?
PETER : A bit of both. I think you're pretty ugly.

Girlfriend : '...And are you sure you love me and no one else ?'
Boyfriend : 'Dead Sure! I checked the whole list again yesterday'.

HAHAHA if my bf gives me that kind of reply, i'll stuff my shoe down his throat! so horrible!

Sunday, April 06, 2008

one week has passed.
many things happened.
but i still feel the same towards you.
i think of you every day,
and i miss you.
i've been using work to tire myself out,
so that i'll just fall asleep when night comes,
and rush off to work when morning comes.
but too bad all my work quite slack,
so i still think of you during work.
this plan is not working.
i need more hiong work,
to remove the pain and sufferings.
ahh ok im emoing again,
just pretend this paragraph does not exist.

you're the reason i believe in love

okkk my past week was not too bad. in fact it was GOOD. i got what i wanted like the number of appointments i clinch every day etc. BUT weird ppl still talk to me at MOM! first it was CHINA MEN, then MYANMAR MEN and INDIA MEN. grooosssssssssssssssss!! okkk i shall stop being so mean. oh! i saw zhouxin last fri! he's applying to work in singapore! he's working as a waiter at the feicuilou at taka. hahaha must visit him there one day!

oh and i realised that primary school kids are SO CHILDISH. i was teaching at _____ primary school last friday. and i gave the kids 15min break cause it was a 2hr lesson. so being primary school kids, they played catching outside the classroom during the break. then towards the end of the 15min break, some kids came up to me and said that so-and-so went to the general office to complain to the teacher that another-so-and-so ran at the corridor. and i was like ?!?!? WAHLAO! run only must complain to teacher! haha kids...

Friday, April 04, 2008

omgggg guess what im doing now! im watching sweeney todd and blogging at the same. the movie has very nice songs but the killing and slaughtering is GAHHHHHH!! my eyes were like half covered during the killing scenes. really cannot tahan man. i think horror movies are better. ahhh choo i regretted getting this movie from you! but the songs are really nice la =)

anw today was fun! as in everything went smoothly heh. morning MOM got some crisis and it so happened that the media from shenzhen came to MOM to do some filming and interviewing. but everyone acted so well la! like nothing happened like that haha. during the crisis, everything was like so chaotic! but we had fun though heh. really woke everyone up from our dreamy state. but i very hardworking today okay! checked so many people's documents! normally i just slack around hehe. and then today was so gross! theres this china guy (i think slightly older than me), he came to talk to me. then he asked if im a student and asked which uni im going. then he said he's in ntu or something and talked some cock. then yesterday also got some china guy (but this one at least 30-40+ years old) came to talk shit with me. waaahhhhh why am i attracting CHINA GUYS?? so sad! cant japanese or angmohs come and talk to me instead? haha! but next friday my MOM colleagues and i are going sentosa! whoo! sentosa, HERE I COME!!! sighh really can't bear to quit this job..how? =(

then telemarketing was fun too! haha this week i was very lucky! i get at least 5 appointments a day! normally 2-4 only. must be the ____ luck! HAHA right bix? =P then my bosses very happy. shit la, that means it will be harder for me to get fired or quit telemarketing. how stupid of me! but i really can't put up a bad performance everyday so that they will fire me. i will feel very guilty! but i tried very hard to slack already! you know my telemarketing is 4 hours a day, then i spent like 2 hours slacking and talking shit to bix. so basically i spent less than 2 hours calling. anyone interested to take up telemarketing? my boss's colleague hiring one. do contact me if you're interested! thanks!

then it was sec one tuition. my kid is omggggggg la! i wanna puke blood already. i think there's something wrong with the family. how can a sec one kid not know what does -7-4 give you?! answer is obviously -11! even my 5 year old bro knows la! SEC ONE LEHH! damn shocking man! her mother is a tutor somemore! something is seriously wrong. then after tuition, i called her mum to feedback on her math cause i really cannot tahan. i think partly why my kid is like that cause she's too dependent on her mum already. she's practically working like a robot, doing stuff that her mum orders her to do otherwise she'll just stone there. then just now i really had the urge to tell her mum that she shouldn't be too protective over her child cause she's already sec one! but i can't la. abit too much if i do that. heck la, just do my part as her tutor. and im planning to come up with some crash course in april for her before mid-years and a math/science camp this june hols! like 5-6 hours of math and science a day for 2 days? MUAHAHAHA the evil tutor has plans for the poor kid!

oh and the tuition ended at 10.30pm? damn jialat la. cause she got math test tomorrow and her foundation is damn weak! but i can't pangseh her math halfway and leave at 9.30pm right! if not tonight i can't sleep ah! so no choice. but anyway, i took a bus home and it was damn cool la! cause of the time and not many people take this bus, i was the only one in that bus! and the bus driver only stopped a few times to pick up a few people on my way home. so it felt like i was taking a HUGE taxi home and paid less than 2bucks! whoo! shiok man! but it was pretty scary when i was alone in the bus with the bus driver =/

alright, im tired. got teaching tomorrow at _______ pri sch again! hope everything is fine! gdnite! =)

p.s. before i go to sleep, let me share with you my future wedding song hehe. no la just kidding, i just think this song is very nice and suitable for weddings. enjoy!

Shania Twain - From This Moment On Lyrics

(I do swear that I'll always be there. I'd give anything and everything and I will always care. Through weakness and strength, happiness and sorrow, for better, for worse, I will love you with every beat of my heart.)

From this moment life has begun
From this moment you are the one
Right beside you is where I belong
From this moment on

From this moment I have been blessed
I live only for your happiness
And for your love I'd give my last breath
From this moment on

I give my hand to you with all my heart
Can't wait to live my life with you, can't wait to start
You and I will never be apart
My dreams came true because of you

From this moment as long as I live
I will love you, I promise you this
There is nothing I wouldn't give
From this moment on

You're the reason I believe in love
And you're the answer to my prayers from up above
All we need is just the two of us
My dreams came true because of you

From this moment as long as I live
I will love you, I promise you this
There is nothing I wouldn't give
From this moment
I will love you as long as I live
From this moment on

Wednesday, April 02, 2008

I Need You Tonight - Backstreet Boys

Open up your heart to me

And say what's on your mind, oh yes

I know that we have been through so much pain

But I still need you in my life this time

And I need you tonight

I need you right now

I know deep within my heart

It doesn't matter if it's wrong or right

I really need you tonight

I figured out what to say to you

But sometimes the words they, they come out so wrong, always they do

And I know in time that you will understand

That what we have is so right this time

And I need you tonight

I need you right now

I know deep within my heart

It doesn't matter if it's wrong or right

All those endless times we tried to make it last forever more

And baby I know

I need you I know deep within my heart

It doesn't matter if it's wrong or right

I really need you, oh

I need you tonight (I need you, oh I need you baby)

I need you right now (It's gotta be this, it's gotta be this)

I know deep within my heart

No, it doesn't matter if it's wrong or it's right

All I know is baby

I really need you tonight

nice song right! haha every morning at work i need to zibi myself for 30min to listen to this song at least 5 times before i can start work HAHAHA. addictive man! anw i just accepted one sec1 tuition assignment and signed up for outdoor camps in apr and may. camp trng nxt sat! looking damn fwd to it mann! whoo~cant wait to kayak again!

haha and i think the stars are getting more and more beautiful every night. ytd i spent 45min walking from serangoon mrt to my hse instead of the usual 15min cos i was walking at the speed of 2 steps per sec while watching the stars. but the stars at thomson are nicer than serangoon. i bet the stars at bukit timah are better haha. okkk shant bore u guys with the stars.

alright, uni applications finally closed. dun hv to worry abt them anymore. maybe except smu. damn i haven even applied for it! so bloody busy every day. hang on amelia! 11apr is coming! then can tender resignation letter le =) urgghhh contract sucks.

people ask me whether i prefer the day or the night.
i would say, i prefer the night.
i wanna go to a quiet seaside,
to watch the beautiful stars,
to smell the seawater,
to hear the waves crashing and,
to feel the sea breeze,
just alone with you.