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Sunday, March 30, 2008
Haha it's funny how things can change overnight,
When it didn't happen over the past 2 years
No matter how hard I struggled and tried.
It's more of a disappointment in you.
I don't understand why you're doing this,
And when i asked you,
I don't know if you mean what you said.
I don't know if I should trust your words.
You seemed to be doing something else.
But then again, I don't have the right to question you.
You're free to do anything you want.
I don't look forward to seeing you anymore.
I don't look forward to talking to you anymore.
Sorry but I'm tired.
im tired. gdnite.
When it didn't happen over the past 2 years
No matter how hard I struggled and tried.
It's more of a disappointment in you.
I don't understand why you're doing this,
And when i asked you,
I don't know if you mean what you said.
I don't know if I should trust your words.
You seemed to be doing something else.
But then again, I don't have the right to question you.
You're free to do anything you want.
I don't look forward to seeing you anymore.
I don't look forward to talking to you anymore.
Sorry but I'm tired.
im tired. gdnite.
Saturday, March 29, 2008
haha crazy choo competing poetry with me -.- haiyo it was just a random post laaaa. and its attracting lots of unnecessary attention now. maybe i shld remove it someday. but oh wells, lemme reflect on what i've done this wk:
mon. usual stuff. customer service and telemarketing. then had tuition at night. nth special..
tue. usual stuff. then choo msged me abt some networking session at ntu which i've completely forgotten abt it and asked if im gg. so since i was free that night, why not? and it was indeed an enriching session whr i got to know more abt mech engine and teaching. the person who brought us there (shes rachel, so damn chio la) inspired and motivated me to continue my teaching after that. and there was a whole lot of crazy snrs crapping with us until 11+. so crazy la! esp when i live in serangoon. reached home abt 1am hehe.
wed. usual stuff. but at night was crazzyyyyy. there was this buffet dinner treat from MoM at Holiday Inn Park View Hotel. but before we went for dinner, we were hanging out at the lobby drinking while waiting for the rest to come. i ordered long island iced tea cos i thought that it was not bad based on past experience. then in the end, it was no joke man! totally different from what i tried at a bar in clarke quay! the alcohol was so damn heavy! then everyone ordered different drinks and i was trying the different drinks. there were long island iced tea, singapore sling, martini dry (its really a killer), shirley temper (damn nice), margarita etc. cant rmb the names. then during the buffet, i was really drunk la! i cldnt even walk properly and sat at the table for qt sometime. then i started drinking lots of water to remove the alcohol. i was starting to see double vision alr la and wanted to close my eyes to slp. but after a while, i became conscious again. heng ah! scare me! if not i dunno whos gonna send me home lol! then after dinner, my boss treated us to more alcohol again! hardcore man! so we went to this pub nxt to the taka jewellery at somerset. i think the min age for gals is 21 but we still went in. haha i think the pub is not a good place for so many ppl to hangout at. there were 15 of us. shld choose somewhr with better lighting lol. i think pub is a better hangout place for couples or maybe with a few frens. i ordered zombie and tried other drinks like blue lagoon, tequila sunrise, mojito, lychee martini, bluedrop etc. siao la! like some hardcore drinker liddat! but it was an experience la haha =)
thurs. usual stuff. then went shopping with bix at amk for some bdae stuff. not much la.
fri. customer service only! then went ______ pri sch to teach. it was a smooth lesson (cos i used sweets to bribe them) then sth happened towards the end of lesson. we were playing a game. then boy A's team won and he was so happy that he laughed so hard until he fell backwards. then boy B laughed at him. so boy A was angry and randomly took a sharpener and threw it at boy B! it hit boy B's eye and he started crying. then i went to take a look and scolded boy A for doing that. i told him that im gonna tell his teacher and then he cried. omg la! then i din know what to do and so after i stopped the crying of both boys, i dismissed the class. wahlao scare me! then after that i went to celebrate yuntian's bdae. haha we invited mr D over to surprise her. she was indeed surprised LOL! HAPPY 19TH BDAE YUNTIAN! =) hope u like that surprise! but my wallet got one big hole though hahaha.
ok its late, gdnite! =)
mon. usual stuff. customer service and telemarketing. then had tuition at night. nth special..
tue. usual stuff. then choo msged me abt some networking session at ntu which i've completely forgotten abt it and asked if im gg. so since i was free that night, why not? and it was indeed an enriching session whr i got to know more abt mech engine and teaching. the person who brought us there (shes rachel, so damn chio la) inspired and motivated me to continue my teaching after that. and there was a whole lot of crazy snrs crapping with us until 11+. so crazy la! esp when i live in serangoon. reached home abt 1am hehe.
wed. usual stuff. but at night was crazzyyyyy. there was this buffet dinner treat from MoM at Holiday Inn Park View Hotel. but before we went for dinner, we were hanging out at the lobby drinking while waiting for the rest to come. i ordered long island iced tea cos i thought that it was not bad based on past experience. then in the end, it was no joke man! totally different from what i tried at a bar in clarke quay! the alcohol was so damn heavy! then everyone ordered different drinks and i was trying the different drinks. there were long island iced tea, singapore sling, martini dry (its really a killer), shirley temper (damn nice), margarita etc. cant rmb the names. then during the buffet, i was really drunk la! i cldnt even walk properly and sat at the table for qt sometime. then i started drinking lots of water to remove the alcohol. i was starting to see double vision alr la and wanted to close my eyes to slp. but after a while, i became conscious again. heng ah! scare me! if not i dunno whos gonna send me home lol! then after dinner, my boss treated us to more alcohol again! hardcore man! so we went to this pub nxt to the taka jewellery at somerset. i think the min age for gals is 21 but we still went in. haha i think the pub is not a good place for so many ppl to hangout at. there were 15 of us. shld choose somewhr with better lighting lol. i think pub is a better hangout place for couples or maybe with a few frens. i ordered zombie and tried other drinks like blue lagoon, tequila sunrise, mojito, lychee martini, bluedrop etc. siao la! like some hardcore drinker liddat! but it was an experience la haha =)
thurs. usual stuff. then went shopping with bix at amk for some bdae stuff. not much la.
fri. customer service only! then went ______ pri sch to teach. it was a smooth lesson (cos i used sweets to bribe them) then sth happened towards the end of lesson. we were playing a game. then boy A's team won and he was so happy that he laughed so hard until he fell backwards. then boy B laughed at him. so boy A was angry and randomly took a sharpener and threw it at boy B! it hit boy B's eye and he started crying. then i went to take a look and scolded boy A for doing that. i told him that im gonna tell his teacher and then he cried. omg la! then i din know what to do and so after i stopped the crying of both boys, i dismissed the class. wahlao scare me! then after that i went to celebrate yuntian's bdae. haha we invited mr D over to surprise her. she was indeed surprised LOL! HAPPY 19TH BDAE YUNTIAN! =) hope u like that surprise! but my wallet got one big hole though hahaha.
ok its late, gdnite! =)
Tuesday, March 25, 2008
I really hate Sunday nights.
It’s when we have to part goodbye.
It’s when we have to stop messaging.
It’s when I’ll start missing you badly.
It’s when I’ll have to restart the countdown to your next bookout.
Tears will start streaming down my cheeks,
And my ears and nose get so blocked up.
I’ll start worrying about you,
Your safety, health and stomach,
For you’re always hungry.
Then the deejay will try to make me sadder,
By playing sad songs to make cry more.
But your words of reassurance came,
And somehow stopped the flow of my tears.
I feel calm and peaceful and eventually fell asleep.
But I dared not fall into a deep sleep,
For fear that I’ll oversleep and miss the last chatting session with you.
Morning came and I received your message.
Tears returned once again.
You felt so near yet so far.
Wonder how you’re doing in there now…
okkk random emo stuff. sighhh today was tiring. both mentally and physically. hope this wont happen too often or i'll faint. off to bed, gdnite! =)
It’s when we have to part goodbye.
It’s when we have to stop messaging.
It’s when I’ll start missing you badly.
It’s when I’ll have to restart the countdown to your next bookout.
Tears will start streaming down my cheeks,
And my ears and nose get so blocked up.
I’ll start worrying about you,
Your safety, health and stomach,
For you’re always hungry.
Then the deejay will try to make me sadder,
By playing sad songs to make cry more.
But your words of reassurance came,
And somehow stopped the flow of my tears.
I feel calm and peaceful and eventually fell asleep.
But I dared not fall into a deep sleep,
For fear that I’ll oversleep and miss the last chatting session with you.
Morning came and I received your message.
Tears returned once again.
You felt so near yet so far.
Wonder how you’re doing in there now…
okkk random emo stuff. sighhh today was tiring. both mentally and physically. hope this wont happen too often or i'll faint. off to bed, gdnite! =)
are you asleep already?
Sunday, March 23, 2008
the reasons why u shldnt give ur students ur number:
1) they'll start spamming u with msges
2) they'll start spamming u with msges
3) they'll start spamming u with msges
4) they'll start spamming u with msges
5) they'll start spamming u with msges...
the list can go on but the reasons are all the same.
actually i've got not much choices, why shld i bother choosing? sighhh.
1) they'll start spamming u with msges
2) they'll start spamming u with msges
3) they'll start spamming u with msges
4) they'll start spamming u with msges
5) they'll start spamming u with msges...
the list can go on but the reasons are all the same.
actually i've got not much choices, why shld i bother choosing? sighhh.
Saturday, March 22, 2008
how how how! time is running out! =(
Friday, March 21, 2008
arghhhhhhh. stressful choices! =/
Thursday, March 20, 2008
Cry On My Shoulder
If the hero, never comes to you
If you need someone, you're feeling blue
If you wait for love, and you're alone
If you call your friends, nobody's home
You can run away, but you can't hide
Through a storm and through a lonely night
Then I'll show you there's a destiny
The best things in life, they are free
But if you wanna cry:
cry on my shoulderI
f you need someone, who cares for you
If you're feeling sad, your heart gets colder
Yes I show you what real love can do
If your sky is grey oh let me know
There's a place in heaven, where we'll go
If heaven is, a million years away
Oh just call me and I'll make your day
When the nights are getting cold and blue
When the days are getting hard for you
I will always stay by your side
I promise you, I'll never hide
But if you wanna cry:
cry on my shoulder
If you need someone, who cares for you
If you're feeling sad, your heart gets colder
Yes I show you what real love can do
But if you wanna cry: cry on my shoulder
If you need someone, who cares for you
If you're feeling sad, your heart gets colder
Yes I show you what real love can do
work work work. work is getting boringgggg. im starting to dislike work. time seems to be crawling everyday from 9.30-7pm. then fun starts kicking in only after that with night tuitions, dates or just purely slacking at home. i feel so tired and tied down in my work. i have to continue with the first job cos it came with a damn contract which i cant breach while the second one is plain boring and dry but i cant quit due to some reasons. actually night tuitions arent really fun either but still better. it feels like some min-one-yr kinda obligation which i've to stick to it. sianss. but im still ok with it la except that i've got to hv some crap dinner on tuition nights. haha not surprised if i get appenticitis or gastric one day bleah.
arghh im having stomachache now. i guess its gastric brrr. gg off to slp now! gdnite! =)
If the hero, never comes to you
If you need someone, you're feeling blue
If you wait for love, and you're alone
If you call your friends, nobody's home
You can run away, but you can't hide
Through a storm and through a lonely night
Then I'll show you there's a destiny
The best things in life, they are free
But if you wanna cry:
cry on my shoulderI
f you need someone, who cares for you
If you're feeling sad, your heart gets colder
Yes I show you what real love can do
If your sky is grey oh let me know
There's a place in heaven, where we'll go
If heaven is, a million years away
Oh just call me and I'll make your day
When the nights are getting cold and blue
When the days are getting hard for you
I will always stay by your side
I promise you, I'll never hide
But if you wanna cry:
cry on my shoulder
If you need someone, who cares for you
If you're feeling sad, your heart gets colder
Yes I show you what real love can do
But if you wanna cry: cry on my shoulder
If you need someone, who cares for you
If you're feeling sad, your heart gets colder
Yes I show you what real love can do
work work work. work is getting boringgggg. im starting to dislike work. time seems to be crawling everyday from 9.30-7pm. then fun starts kicking in only after that with night tuitions, dates or just purely slacking at home. i feel so tired and tied down in my work. i have to continue with the first job cos it came with a damn contract which i cant breach while the second one is plain boring and dry but i cant quit due to some reasons. actually night tuitions arent really fun either but still better. it feels like some min-one-yr kinda obligation which i've to stick to it. sianss. but im still ok with it la except that i've got to hv some crap dinner on tuition nights. haha not surprised if i get appenticitis or gastric one day bleah.
arghh im having stomachache now. i guess its gastric brrr. gg off to slp now! gdnite! =)
Saturday, March 15, 2008
stupid loser refusing to budge.
waiting here hoping that the chance will come again.
efforts not paid off and disappointment sets in.
wake up sleepyhead, it's time to move on.
to start life all over again;
to climb from the bottom to the top.
if others can do it, why can't you?
move on with life, winner!
wow how poetic and optimistic. first poem ever. comments pls haha. well, just returned from guangzhou last wed. everything there is like dirt cheap can! went there with 2 bags and returned with 8!! not rly a place for sight-seeing. its more of a place for shopping. anw celebrated my bdae on fri after getting results. sorry peeps, wasnt in the mood for celebration. but thanks for making the effort to celebrate it with me at orchard. it was truly memorable. luckily there wasnt the stompstompbangbang thing at fish and co. it'll be so damn paiseh la! and the tiramisu was my only bdae cake this yr heh. thanks bro! and the present from wuliaos, mx and bro. WAAHHH i'll tell u guys if the book is useful LOL! and of cos, the nice nice scrapbook with lotsa you-know-who-what-where photos from yuntian and cheryl! specially delivered to my dad's office by cheryl. it was really a big surprise! and the bdae wishes from everyone via sms, friendster, facebook etc. THANK YOU! =)
from afar, a tiny whisper came to her ear,
"back off amelia, back off!"
but along with it, came another whisper,
"go fight for it amelia, go!"
shes stuck in a dilemma.
who will help her?
ok off to zzz. gdnite!
waiting here hoping that the chance will come again.
efforts not paid off and disappointment sets in.
wake up sleepyhead, it's time to move on.
to start life all over again;
to climb from the bottom to the top.
if others can do it, why can't you?
move on with life, winner!
wow how poetic and optimistic. first poem ever. comments pls haha. well, just returned from guangzhou last wed. everything there is like dirt cheap can! went there with 2 bags and returned with 8!! not rly a place for sight-seeing. its more of a place for shopping. anw celebrated my bdae on fri after getting results. sorry peeps, wasnt in the mood for celebration. but thanks for making the effort to celebrate it with me at orchard. it was truly memorable. luckily there wasnt the stompstompbangbang thing at fish and co. it'll be so damn paiseh la! and the tiramisu was my only bdae cake this yr heh. thanks bro! and the present from wuliaos, mx and bro. WAAHHH i'll tell u guys if the book is useful LOL! and of cos, the nice nice scrapbook with lotsa you-know-who-what-where photos from yuntian and cheryl! specially delivered to my dad's office by cheryl. it was really a big surprise! and the bdae wishes from everyone via sms, friendster, facebook etc. THANK YOU! =)
from afar, a tiny whisper came to her ear,
"back off amelia, back off!"
but along with it, came another whisper,
"go fight for it amelia, go!"
shes stuck in a dilemma.
who will help her?
ok off to zzz. gdnite!
Thursday, March 06, 2008
A LEVEL RESULTS RELEASED TMR!
wahhhh! scared shitless. nv felt this way before. even going out on dates also not so scary haha. i think i'll just get my results then go toilet to open.
anw im a camp facilitator!! whoo~ jalan bahtera here i come!! cant wait to do kayaking again (athough i will seasick hehe). and the abseiling, zipline, CHALLENGE POLE etc. wahahaha i just love camps!
okkk not in blogging mood now. feel like slping zzz. gdnite! =)
wahhhh! scared shitless. nv felt this way before. even going out on dates also not so scary haha. i think i'll just get my results then go toilet to open.
anw im a camp facilitator!! whoo~ jalan bahtera here i come!! cant wait to do kayaking again (athough i will seasick hehe). and the abseiling, zipline, CHALLENGE POLE etc. wahahaha i just love camps!
okkk not in blogging mood now. feel like slping zzz. gdnite! =)
Saturday, March 01, 2008
haha i realised that i've been updating my blog like so frequently since i started work. maybe its either cos im so damn free or there are too many happening things in my life that i just hv to blog abt them. rahh doesnt matter.
anw, im updating again! fri was sian. MOM, telemarketing, p6 tuition. oh yeah, bryan is so damn ngiao and irritating! he keeps harping the fact the i "stole" his PLASTIC BAG on thurs to put the MOM temp shirts. i had to beg him for so long before he lend me the customer service executive badge which i had forgotten to bring on fri. grrrr. btw bryan is my small boss at MOM. MOM is getting fun! got to know new colleagues who are all of my age. and all of them are gals! whoo~ i feel like organising some gals outing after MOM work some day but i got telemarketing after that! =( then we were talking abt our jobs and clarissa seemed to be totally disgusted when i said abt my jobs. she asked me whats my rationale of having so many jobs. mm well, i enjoy keeping myself busy with the different kind of jobs! besides, now is the only time to TRY as many jobs as i can to see which job suits me. and if u say i've got no life cos im always busy with work, i tell u, THIS IS LIFE. i really enjoy them la. except for the telemarketing one. bix hurry come and accompany me! hahaha.
today wanted to go suntanning with yuntian, my suntanning mate, again. the last time was a failed attempt to suntan cos we only managed to suntan for abt 30min at sentosa. then we cloudtan and then raintan -.- today when i woke up, it was alr raining. so scrapped the idea completely and met at suntec instead cos there was this uni cum career fair going on there. it was ok la. then walked arnd suntec until we cldnt walk anymore cos we were tired after all the laughing. i tell u ah, if i go out with yuntian everyday, u'll see me at IMH one day haha. can do stupid things and laugh over them for the entire day. LOL! oh then yuntian told me abt this job as a camp facilitator. im going to apply for it!! muahaha unlimited camps coming up soon! =)
haha i think im siao, take up so many jobs. bernard told me not to burn out before the end of june otherwise he'll hv to find ppl to replace me at the MOM job. haha hope i wont! anw after trying so many jobs esp the teaching one, i think i dun like being a teacher. haha i dun like talking to a big group of ppl. one-on-one tuition is still ok. and after going to the uni cum career fair today, i think i'll take up psychology or sth close to that and become a prison psychologist nxt time! haha bro says its scary untangling those twisted minds. but i think its challenging and fun! aiya dunno la. do more research tmr then say. got running tmr with dearie, gdnite! =D
anw, im updating again! fri was sian. MOM, telemarketing, p6 tuition. oh yeah, bryan is so damn ngiao and irritating! he keeps harping the fact the i "stole" his PLASTIC BAG on thurs to put the MOM temp shirts. i had to beg him for so long before he lend me the customer service executive badge which i had forgotten to bring on fri. grrrr. btw bryan is my small boss at MOM. MOM is getting fun! got to know new colleagues who are all of my age. and all of them are gals! whoo~ i feel like organising some gals outing after MOM work some day but i got telemarketing after that! =( then we were talking abt our jobs and clarissa seemed to be totally disgusted when i said abt my jobs. she asked me whats my rationale of having so many jobs. mm well, i enjoy keeping myself busy with the different kind of jobs! besides, now is the only time to TRY as many jobs as i can to see which job suits me. and if u say i've got no life cos im always busy with work, i tell u, THIS IS LIFE. i really enjoy them la. except for the telemarketing one. bix hurry come and accompany me! hahaha.
today wanted to go suntanning with yuntian, my suntanning mate, again. the last time was a failed attempt to suntan cos we only managed to suntan for abt 30min at sentosa. then we cloudtan and then raintan -.- today when i woke up, it was alr raining. so scrapped the idea completely and met at suntec instead cos there was this uni cum career fair going on there. it was ok la. then walked arnd suntec until we cldnt walk anymore cos we were tired after all the laughing. i tell u ah, if i go out with yuntian everyday, u'll see me at IMH one day haha. can do stupid things and laugh over them for the entire day. LOL! oh then yuntian told me abt this job as a camp facilitator. im going to apply for it!! muahaha unlimited camps coming up soon! =)
haha i think im siao, take up so many jobs. bernard told me not to burn out before the end of june otherwise he'll hv to find ppl to replace me at the MOM job. haha hope i wont! anw after trying so many jobs esp the teaching one, i think i dun like being a teacher. haha i dun like talking to a big group of ppl. one-on-one tuition is still ok. and after going to the uni cum career fair today, i think i'll take up psychology or sth close to that and become a prison psychologist nxt time! haha bro says its scary untangling those twisted minds. but i think its challenging and fun! aiya dunno la. do more research tmr then say. got running tmr with dearie, gdnite! =D