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Sunday, June 29, 2008

the weekend is overrrr. sadly it wasnt a happening weekend. saturday had lunch with ernnie, rod, jaz and AHEM invisible ben AHEM at The Central before their pcb for I's last camp. OH IT WAS SADDD again to see them leave for pcb after lunch while i stayed at Starbucks to MUGGGGG. it was hell depressing to mug alone, especially when you're supposed to be out there partying or something with your friends while waiting for uni! guess i havent really accepted the fact again. living in denial since dont know when. life is saddd. then had tuition after that zzz.

today was out shopping with adeline, choo, joli and kyan! gals outing whoo~ gals rock more than guys HAHA. walked around the entire suntec in an attempt to buy something since the GSS is still going on! we even walked into MNG and came out with nothing even though the clothes are alot cheaper than usual! can u believe it! so after joli and kyan left, the rest of us decided to chill at gloria jean's cafe and omgggg we drew a s18 family tree! total incest lol.

tmr's a new week again and its back to mugging sighh. but its okayyy, i shall attempt to understand chem eqm especially the buffer shit and a few chapters of math by this week! then can go have fun towards the end of the week! =D till then!

Saturday, June 28, 2008

Row, row, row my boat
Gently Down to Alevels.
Merrily, merrily, merrily, merrily,
Life is but a dream.

Friday, June 27, 2008

helloooooo! guess what! i made a painful decision to reject I's camp today! OH IT WAS SADDDD!! but no choice la, it was a tough 2hrs decision last night. zzz guilty guilty plus regret =/

and today i had a HAWTTT DATE with HUIQILIM! CHEM CHEM CHEM! not CAMP CAMP CAMP! =( only managed to focus on it after a confirm guarantee plus chop cancel of I's camp. amk library was surprisingly empty today. plenty of empty seats! wheee~

tmr i'll be having a HAWWTT DATE with BEN! he'll be teaching me eqm. omggg i totally suck at the buffer shit. THANKS FOR OFFERING TO TEACH ME! i'll turn up for bbq =)

okay bye world! =)

Thursday, June 26, 2008

i went to heartland mall,
grab a cup of bubble tea,
bought a curry puff,
and stood at the railing at the top floor
for a good whole 15min or so,
thinking about my life
and accepting reality.

now i understood what kyan meant
when she said that she wanna commit suicide if she gets rejected.
haha silly chong kyan.
at least she still got a placing in australia.
and i've thought it through.
there're 4 months left for me to change my life.
how i want my life to be,
will be decided upon in these 4 months.
it's the last and only chance
and i've got to cherish it.
thanks friends for constantly supporting me.

i'll be leading a boring and monotonous life in the next 4 months.
so my blog entries will be siann
as they'll be mostly on my progress of my study i guess.
so readers, wait for 18 nov onwards!
i'll be back with more interesting posts!
till then! =)


IM RANDOMLY CRAZY AND GET POSSESSED SOMETIMES!


alright, reality has hit me.
its a super depressing moment now.
i had a bad dream yesterday
and it came true (damn!)
i've rejected J's and M's camps,
now thinking whether i should reject I's one as well
although i've accepted it last week.
still thinking.. =(
sighh i never thought that this day will come.
took everything for granted and i've regretted.
so now its time to start everything afresh again
and don't let history repeat itself
cause theres no turning back.

i'll be away to learn everything from scratch again.
watch out for me,
cause i'll return stronger and fly higher.
won't be blogging so often anymore.
bye world.

omg it sucks when most of the instructors are doing camps
and here i am rejecting camps
cause of the rejection letters.
then as i scroll down the msgs in my phone inbox,
i saw those happy msges that i nv seen them again;
the happiness that we once had.
another self-deduced rejection ha.
how many more rejections to go?
im back to my jc life,
feeling depressed on almost any other day sighh.

and maybe its a good thing not being accepted.
cause the freshmen orientation is already overrr.
so i'd rather be accepted nxt yr and go for orientation!
cause thats the BIGGEST reason why i look forward to uni heh.
fine call me weird.
and while waiting for uni, i can do more CAMPS!
hahaha IM SO OPTIMISTIC.
and such a campaholic (if theres such a word!)

Wednesday, June 25, 2008

hello im back after MIA-ing for 2 days.
but i guess it doesnt make a difference
cause no one reads my blog anyway. ha.
and whenever i type my entry in this manner,
its not a good sign.
it means im emoing.

celebrated cheryl's bdae on monday.
had chinese steamboat and its not bad!




















annaling, subee, cheryl, yuntian and ME.

then tue was super hiong mugging session.
chionged a few chpts of math
cos my bro had math common test today
so at least i've started on math =)

You'll always be a part of me
I'm a part of you indefinitely
Girl don't you know you can't escape me
Ooh darling cause you'll always be my baby
And we'll linger on
Time can't erase a feeling this strong
No way you're never gonna shake me
Ooh darling cause you'll always be my baby

sighh in the day, i'd be busy mugging.
when night comes, i'd think of you
and then cry myself to sleep.
cause i miss you so much.
but its okay, im used to it.

Monday, June 23, 2008

sundays are siannzzxxx.
tuitionsssss.
but easy-peasy money hehe.
off to sleeeeeep..gdnite! =)

When I'm with you
I'll make every second count
'cause I miss you
whenever you're not around
when I kiss you I
still get butterflies
years from now,
I'll make every second count
when I'm with you

nice song =DD
and it's all confirmed.
shitzz it's gonna be painful..

Sunday, June 22, 2008

whooo just came back from the city! went out with yihongggg for dinner! hahaha we walked from clarke quay to boat quay in an attempt to look for the ESKIBAR. anyone has any idea where is it? then we saw many jet planes along the way. DAMN COOL LAAA!! the pilots drove their planes so fast that they looked like the planes are gonna crash the buildings anytime! and the planes also went vertically upwards! wahhh i can imagine the pressure difference o.O and the formation DAMN NICE LAAAAAA!! oh and we saw the helicopters with the singapore flag! its an ULTIMATE BIG FLAG! hahaha. and there were lots of gun and cannon firings but sadly we couldnt see them.

so we gave up looking for ESKIBAR and headed to the esplanade. we were walking along the highway at the merlion there and saw the NDP rehearsal! so many navy boats forming some dont know what formation. and we decided to stop for a while to take a look. then, there were FIREWORKSSSSSSS!!!! AHHHHHHH!!!!! SO PRETTYYYYYY!!!!!! but they were so loud and frightening! hahaha. and the singapore flyer looks so pretty at night too!! i'll definitely go and take the flyer one day! =)

then, we walked the entire esplanade to look for a nice place to eat. we were so hungry that we almost stepped into the cafe next to the library! (oops sorry for making u so famished hehe) but we eventually decided on ichiban although yihong alr had jap buffet for lunch heh. YUMMYYYY!! nice and cheap! omgggggg the desserts are so TEMPTING!!! but we cant eat cause of some reasons heh. feeling so full and bloated now *burp* after that, we walked to the merlion there to talk cock. then it was home sweet home =D

alright thats all for today! thanks bro, for another memorable night =) tmr got tuitionsssss omggggggg. my sundays are disgusting! saturdays are better heh. goodnight everyone! =)

Friday, June 20, 2008

OKAY i think im going to I's last camp? thanks to ben for offering to tutor me chemistry before pcb next saturday. i feel less guilty and more motivated to study le. THANKS BEN! i will study very hard for chemistry next week! =)

and so the west spring instructors outing at sentosa yesterday was a BLASSTTTTTT!! cool mann! thanks sephi, ben, rod, ernnie, sunleng, flo, jaz, shelly, weiyen, ian, shalon and alvin for going! initially we planned to meet at harbourfront at 10am. but cause of some lazy pigs and some others who cant make it that early, we changed to noon! omgggg first time meet so late at harbourfront to go sentosa. and then we had lunch and shop for chips and ended up taking the express monorail to sentosa at 2pm!! how late is that! hahaha.


we brought along 2 frisbees, 1 beachball and 1 half-inflated soccer ball and had so much fun! first, we played monkey using the frisbee. goodness! the sand was freaking hot!! then soccer for a while before soaking ourselves in the seawater. oh mann, the seawater so saltyyyy!!! we stayed there for at least 2hours! lol. then everyone came up and snacked a little. and the guys had an evil plan! jaz tricked me to catching the stupid skittle sweet in my mouth and while i was focusing on that tiny sweet, ben suddenly grabbed me from behind and rod caught my legs! omgggg scare me la! then they happily dumped me into the hole of sand that they've dug earlier on. hahaha. and they made a Z cup for me! but no cleavage =( and they used skittles as my nipples! omgggg. after that was indian poker and forfeit was damn shiok! a mouthful of tidbits or the long sour sweet! hahaha. then it was wash up and back to vivo for dinner! pictures below =)


in the express monorail
retarded jaz
hahaha silly ben

whoo sexy sephi

in the water

omgg so unglam =/

yeah yeah green skittles nipples

taupok!!!

alamak! they're stepping on me!

so clean after shower! =)

group photo!

this is nicer than neoprints! =)

*home sweet home!*



arghhhh im so angryyyyyyyyyyy and sadddddddddddd!!!!!! i want to do camps but i cant!!!! why? cause the damn damn letter is not here yet! yes, im trying very hard not to swear. RAHHHHH!! why others can do camps from now till school starts in august and i cant? why cant i even do my last camp? WHYYYYYYYY??? im so depressed. i just rejected J's camp and now I's msg came. omggggggg i dont wanna reject I's LAST camp too! NOOOOO!!! urghhhhh someone please tell me what to do! =(

emo emo emo emo emo emo emo emo emo =/

Tuesday, June 17, 2008

PICTURES TIME! =)

tanah merah ferry terminal!
while waiting for the ferry

in the ferry



on the buggy!


the shop with candles


jump shot with my cousins!

look at the beautiful sunset!

our personal pool


the interior of the villa

banana boat!

kayaking!

happy me on the beach! =)

haha alright, too lazy to upload more photos cos they're taking wayyy to long! blogger is sloww. gonna gatecrash campfire tmr with alvin, elaine and huiqi! cant wait to meet them up again! hahaha. gdnite! =D


Monday, June 16, 2008

IM BACK FROM BINTAN!

i just went on a short 3D 2N holiday with my family and cousins at Bintan. it started with a 45min ferry ride from Tanah Merah Ferry Terminal to Bintan. omgggg the ferry ride SUCKS. SEASICKKKK. our ferry ride was at 5pm and by the time we reached Bintan and checked into the villa (omgggg its so damn big and niceee!), it was about 8pm already. so we just ate dinner there and sang karaoke. omggggg the sound system there is so freaking GOOD! plus my lovely voice, it made a perfect combination! HAHAHA. the only thing was, the songs we sang suck. we sang songs like 'Season in the sun', 'Let it be', 'I can't live without you' etc. all those oldies which are so slow and boringggg. and basically, that was Day 1. hahaha.

Day 2. omggggggg we took a 2hr car ride to the city from our villa! TWO HOURS!!! can u believe it? by the time we reached there, i was feeling CARSICK! and i cannot tahan sitting in the car and not move for so long! anyway, we went to their market and guess what? most of the shops are pitched black! those shops that are brightly lit up have a big noisy generator outside their shops. some shops use candles instead. omggg how can they run a business with such poor lightings? and cause Bintan is part of Indonesia, the currency there is Rupiah. we had so much difficulties trying to pay for the stuff that we buy cause the exchange rate for Rupiah is about S$1 to RP$6.73. so a packet of chips which costs abt S$3, costs about RP$20,000! omggg LOOK AT THE ZEROS!! we went to this mall in the city to buy some clothes and shoes which added up to RP$1.3 MILLION! HAHAHA! if this is in sing dollars, we can buy a big house already laa! then it was another 2hr car ride back to our villa zzz. we went to the beach to watch sunset after that. omgggg its so beautiful! and the sand on the beach is sooooo fine! the beach in Bintan is so many times better than Sentosa! =D and then night was karaoke time again hehe.

LAST DAY! we had a simple breakfast before heading down to the beach again! we played lots of water sports! first thing was the BANANA BOAT! omgggg it was so thrilling! the banana boat was attached to a power boat and we had to grip tightly onto the handle on the banana boat while the power boat sped off! the waves made our banana boat bump so hard that if we didnt hold onto the handle, we'd definitely fly off and drop into the water! and the seawater was splashing onto us, especially on our eyes and mouth! whooooo banana boat is LOVE!! =) then it was sand castle building with my little bro before we went to do some kayaking. hahaha kayaked for a while only and then SEASICK AGAIN! omgggg i feel so lousy! but it was nice getting my hands on the paddle again =) then it was pure lazing in the nice nice seawater which cannot be found anywhere in spore. so SHIOOKKK! we returned to our villa after that and continued swimming in our personal pool! damn, if only i have a pool INSIDE my house hahaha. so basically, we were in the water for more than half of the day and i felt even more seasick after that but HECK. play first lol. then it was pack up time and off to the ferry terminal! as usual seasick again zzz.

hahaha i had a great time at Bintan! but it made me feel so cut-off from the world in these 3 days. i miss singapore! the people, the food, the entertainment etc. omggg i cant imagine going overseas to study and im glad that im not! and i realised that water sports are so fun laa! just that i get seasick easily =X lousy amelia. anyway, im off to lunch! will post pictures another time after i've uploaded them. ciaoz!

Thursday, June 12, 2008

whoopeedoo! its thursdayyyyy! why so happy? cause it's nearing the weekends!! oh but i'll be away to bintan from tomorrow till sunday =( okayy maybe bintan is funn AND IT BETTER BE! hurhur.

anyway, I FINALLY LEFT MOM!! as in Ministry of Manpower, not my MOTHER. i feel like a bird just freed from the cage! WHEEE! now im only left with tuitions =) so what am i gonna do in my remaining free time? study lor..and probably go out with friends. so friends out there, DATE ME DATE ME!! hahaha so despo gia.

Ben and i just planned a west spring instructors gathering. heres what ben typed in the email and i actually stupidly forwarded it to the other instructors cause now it seems like the email is typed by ME. and im gonna suffer those stuff that are striked away. never seen someone dumber smarter than me righttt. hahaha.

Wassup peeps!
Its been the longest time since we've all met up after a couple of failed attempts at organizing something!
So.... lets head down to Sentosa for some fun in the sun.
TENTATIVELY, after a furious round of diplomatic negotiations, the date has been set at 19th June, possibly 10am at harbourfront?
Any violent objections should be directed to me, Amelia, because i like pain! (thats a hint to bury me in sand whilst at sentosa)
Also, please lemme know what ya'll can bring along, eg. Volleyball, beach balls, moosic, giant floats, jet skiii, pamela anderson/david hasselhoff anything u can think off, so we don overlap!
Also,

amelia. FO-CUS! says:
i think the campha shirt and shorts very nice lehh!!
hahaha
everyone must wear!
IT'S AN ORDER FROM INSTRUCTOR AMELIAAAAAAA!!!
hahaha
those who didnt wear must do 10000 buddha claps CONSECUTIVELY!

Again, please direct ur death threats and vulgarities at me regarding the attire.
Thanks for ur time all!
Hope to get some positive responses soon!
RSVP.
Cheers!

oh wells, ben will get a taste of his own medicine soon BWAHAHAHA!
and dunman high instructors, whens our next outing? ((:

Tuesday, June 10, 2008

Today i finally understood.
The love between us is just so innocent and pure.


She woke up at 0750 today when work is supposed to start at 0800. Obviously, she was late for work. But the funny thing is, she did not jump out of bed, get changed, grab her bag and run to the MRT. Instead, she continued lazing around in bed until the clock strikes 0800. Then she pulled herself out of bed and left house at 0830. She was feeling tired today after crying herself to sleep last night. Nope, not your fault. Maybe there're too many things in her mind currently and she needs time to digest them.

It's 1510 and she just returned home from work shortly. She's sitting down in front of the computer with absolutely no mood to do anything other than to stare at the computer screen. And of course blogging. She doesn't even feel like talking to her friends on msn; just stone and emo. Soon when 1600 comes, she'll leave the computer alone, go to a corner and start reading her notes. Her life is getting sadder as she waits patiently for the results of the university appeal to come. It has been a long time since she felt this way. Maybe being emo is contagious.

There is nothing else to blog. So goodbye.

"In the name of love, what if you love someone and the person you love forgot to love you back? And when the person eventually does, will your love still be the same?" and no, it's not referring to you.

where is the laughter that we used to have?


Sunday, June 08, 2008

okayy i went down to celebrate kakeru's bdae eventually and dragged yihong along. my travelling time to city hall was even longer than the amount of time i spent there lol. didnt do much, main objective was to see the band people and catch up with them. actually i thought that they'd planned something more than that, thats why i asked yihong along. omggg sorry bro =/

and now im in my usual emo state, thinking of what i've done recently. why is my life so complicated? i should make my stand clear and have the courage to tell * that i've not given up. and shouldnt get involved at all with **. and shouldnt lie to *** about **. OMG. messy life. too bad amelia, SERVES YOU RIGHT. i've learnt my lesson.

Saturday, June 07, 2008

omggggg i feel like a BIG LOSER. guess whats happening now at victoria concert hall? lemme tell you. mr ho is conducting the band, the band is watching his conducting and playing their instruments, the audience is enjoying the music, some people are locked out of vch cause they arrived late..and what am i doing now? IM AT HOMEEEE!!! OMGGGGGGG. what am i doing at home! i should be amongst the audience in vch watching the band perform and cheering for my juniors! omggg guiltyguiltyguilty.


omggg its the weekends!!! i feel like going running with my dear tomorrow morning but after yesterday's lunch buffet, i feel piggish and lazy. anyway dear also has tuition in the morning and sure got dates with her bf horrrrr =P

and yesterday's buffet was damn shiok mann! the company and food were great but most importantly, IT'S FREEEEEEE! :DD it was buffet lunch at Palm's Asian in Copthorne Orchid Hotel. then after that accompanied alvin to the interview. oh mann, it has been a long time since i stepped into moe dairy farm adventure campsite! i somehow miss YLTC and the crazy don't-know-how-many-km kayaking! then it was slacking at kallang leisure park. omggg i recommend that place to people who have too much to kill. haha im too lazy to type out the details about the buffet, interview and kallang leisure park and post the pictures. please visit http://chipmunkyalvin.blogspot.com/ for more details hahaha. i think alvin has done a great job! clapclapclap! =)

then today was siannnn. theres work in the morning at MOM. my colleagues were shocked to see me after i MIA for 3days lol. but anyway, im glad that my last day at MOM is next wed! YAYYY! but that means that my income will fall =( but anyway after work, alvin and i went pasir ris! we were supposed to go roller blading but it rained! oh wells. we spent a long time in the new mall beside downtown, watching an uncle and an auntie playing those machine games in the arcade. and i saw this super pro kid drumming away. so zai la! i felt so zibei =( still remember the last time that i drummed at the arcade was with yihong at west mall i think. so noob shit. hais. anyway after that, we ate at mac (again haha) and walked from the park nearer to costa sands to the pasir ris park where there was the playground! hahaha omggg so fun la! i love the satellite dish thingy. i was practically screaming away! so scary but thrilling! haha i still remember choo falling off from that thing when she sang, "im on the top of the world!" HAHAHA so embarrassing hurr! and then it was tuition time. tiring mann but no choice =( all thanks to alvin, i started cheering and singing camp songs during tuition until my kid was so irritated by me! HAHAHA! =P

alright, its 0230! gdnite world! have a sweet sweet dream! =D

Wednesday, June 04, 2008

YAYYY I PASSED MY BASIC THEORY TEST!!! =) and i wish you were here to share the joy with me..

but sian today im at home and im supposed to finish up on my NUS appeal but im not doing it =/ my hp is relatively quiet today..no buzzling of msges =( and i've got 2 tuitions later on sighh. today is boring and im just blabbering awayyyy...byeeee...emo emo emo =(

you'll always be a part of me
i'm a part of you indefinitely
girl don't you know you can't escape me
ooh darling cause you'll always be my baby
and we'll linger on
time can't erase a feeling this strong
no way you're never gonna shake me
ooh darling cause you'll always be my baby

Tuesday, June 03, 2008

it's tuesday! 3 more days to the weekends! okay weekends mean nothing to me but it means alot to the army boys! jiayou guys! =) so sad la, today was andrew's last camp and i wanted to go down to jbac for campfire with chipmunk and other campha instructors. BUT i have basic theory test tomorrow! and i haven studied so cant go down =( anyway, i should also spend more time at home. okay, lets recap on what i have been doing yesterday and today..

yesterday, i went to Singapore Examinations and Assessment Board to pay for my Alevels. yess i may retake As if appeal to both unis doesnt pull through. but im still praying that appeal will be successful cause it will really be a nightmare if i were to retake As again =X so yesterday chipmunk accompanied me to have lunch at tiong bahru before heading to SEAB. hahaha we walked about this building without knowing that SEAB is just beside it! oops. then later we headed to city hall cause theres seriously nothing in tiong bahru and we wanted to look at the price of the roller blades at carrefour. then after that i had tuition but my kid told me that it was supposed to be today! but i insisted to have it yesterday anyway, since im already at her doorstep lol.

and today. haha i think i did the stupidest thing on earth today. cant believe it mann! lemme tell you what happened. i was supposed to have free lunch buffet with chipmunk today at Copthorne Orchid Hotel followed by movie. so we met at Newton MRT station first before taking a bus down to the hotel. then, i realised that i left the voucher and membership card at home! omgggg. so dumb right! and being typical singaporeans, chipmunk and i skipped breakfast so that we could stuff ourselves with the good food. so we decided to go for our movie instead and we headed to cine. but soon after, we walked all the way to plaza singapura cause chipmunk has the GV membership card! we bought our tickets and lunched at mac! haha chipmunk is a poor chap. then it was shopping at carrefour for chips before settling down in the cinema for our movie - The Chronicles of Narnia: Prince Caspian. i think it was not bad, worth the money =) and then he went off for campfire while im here at home.

oh and replies to my tags before i go off:

sharon: hey! haha im still on appeal to uni =( u?

zw: thanks! haha they're nice but sinful! =( jiayou for ur driving too! =)

simon: simon is cute! but not the person who tagged it hehe. oh no, i think someone's gonna point a gun at me =P

aLVIN: haha yeah yeah, alvin the chipmunk is cute! and u stop making me feel guilty horrr. and link me to ur blog! =)

yen: haha! we only kidnapped ur sandals lor! we actually wanted to swap ur specs with someone else la but we didnt hehe. seee, we're nice ppl AHEMM. eh ask alvin whos chipmunk! i think he knows the answer to it. and hows work! easy work right? =)

Sunday, June 01, 2008

whee it's sunday! haha i woke up today feeling lazy and so i've decided to cancel my tuitions. so pig right. it's time to take a break!

oh and i've quit my telemarketing job! i was so happy last friday! not that i dont like the job, its just that now i will have more time in the afternoon to do more important stuff. its the last chance to make my final dash and i'll have to make it! now im waiting to leave MOM..

and so yesterday, i went dinner with yihongggggg. HAHA mt faber rocks mann! im gonna go there again! we went there by bus from harbourfront and we actually walked back to harbourfront after that. cause someone said that we should walk downhill to the bus stop which was eventually nowhere to be seen! wtf la! i think theres only ONE bus stop in the entire mt faber and we ended up walking downhill on the never-ending path for about ONE HOUR. ok la, but still my fault to bring him there heh. and when we reached vivo, we were famished and tired! ate and drank at some german restaurant. then went rooftop to talk cock. thanks bro for your company =)

and next week will be rather slack! looking forward to FREEEE lunch buffet and movie on tue! then i shall be a good gal and stay at home for the rest of the week =) till then!