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Tuesday, September 16, 2008

Warning: CRAP ENTRY AHEAD.

It’s Tuesday. What a random day to update my blog. Anyhow, last week has been a really slack week. Lost most of my motivation to mug partly due to a lack of my kopi sweets! Gosh, I think I’m really addicted to eating sweets while mugging away. So if any kind soul out there would like to buy some sweets for me, please drop them at these places: Mondays to Fridays 12-7pm, AMK library; Saturdays 12-7pm, SIM. Haha what a crappy way to start my blog entry.

Sigh every single day feels the same to me because I’m doing the same things every day – eat, mug, sleep. The only days I can differentiate are the weekends because I’ll be mugging away at my pretty SIM. Well, I think it’s nice to blend into the Uni life and be one of their SIM students for awhile. But no, I won’t be going there next year, I hope. The only thing is that SIM is pretty far for me. Ok, not like any other Unis are near my house except maybe SMU -.-

Well, this is another brand new week again. Except that Monday’s gone already. So it’s time to mug more! I’ll be a SUPER MUGGER! No no, mugger doesn’t sound nice. Call me SUPER STUDYER! Hurhur. Oh no, I think I’m starting to talk to myself again =/ haha this is seriously a random and nonsensical blog entry. Maybe because I’ve got nothing else in my life to talk about except my studying progress zzz. Life is boring siazz. Maybe I need a change in my life! Like, go to tekong with my friend! Or go and learn how to drive tanks hurhur. Shit, I better get off the computer before I continue typing crap. Goodbye world! =)


Tonight I've fallen and I can't get up
I need your loving hands to come and pick me up
And every night I miss you
I can just look up
And know the stars are
Holding you, holding you, holding you
Tonight

Sunday, September 07, 2008

It’s Sunday. Rahh I think this week was the worst week I’ve ever had.

Mugging has certainly transformed me into another person. I really don’t like my life now. And I wonder how long more I can take it. I miss the oh-so-beautiful nightlife in Clarke Quay, the pleasure of walking around VivoCity, hanging around Esplanade, dining at Dempsey Hill.. I want my life back! =(

I feel so anti-social and insane now. This is what I do EVERYDAY: wake at 0830, go to AMK library ALONE and mug till 1900, go home eat and bathe, mug somemore, sleep at 0100. Haha disgusting and boring life right? It sucks talking to no one but my dear notes or my pretty pens. And when I reach home, I’ll be too tired to talk to anyone. Geez, I’m turning dumb. Life sucks.

Oh well, less than 2 more months to go only. Hopefully I can persevere till then. But I can predict that my life after Alevels will be sian too with the gals in Uni and the guys in NS. Sighh. All alone again.


Some things in life,
once lost,
will never be found again.
What’s left,
is lifelong regret.
And I’ve regretted.