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Sunday, May 17, 2009

We'll hang in there.

(warning: please do not read if you're feeling nausea.)

This weekend is another super short weekend that I've spent with my DARLINGGG =( only managed to see him on Friday night after he booked out! We headed to Plaza Sing's Secret Recipe for dinner and then shop shop at Carrefour for Brother's bdae gift. Well, got him a bottle of drink with err 8% alcohol in it only haha. Drinking is bad! But since he's turning 18 this year (or rather turnED 18 already), a little bit of alcohol should be fine la hor? Hehe.

Normally limyihong will send me home after our dates then he'll rush to catch the last train and then last bus back OR take 2 nightriders plus a cab home but on Friday, he walked home with me and stayed over at my place! =D you see, it was Brother's bdae and he was having a bdae party cum stayover at my house. You think what! Hahaha.

The initial plan for this weekend was that we'll meet for dinner at Dempsey and then breakfast somewhere near his place before his afternoon book in yesterday. Yes, that's how little time we have together for this weekend only sigh. He has outfield from Sunday to Tuesday =( rough week for us man! But I know we'll make it through and next week will be back to normal already, yes darling?

I was glad that my Mum allowed him to stayover at our place with me so that we can have maximum time together! Sometimes, we just need to put in more effort to modify our programmes if we really want the best out of our relationship and I'm happy that we always do. It's not easy given the degree of freedom that our parents give us, but everything is worth trying for, for him, for me, for our relationship.

Well our first month anniversary is coming up! Time flies when we're having fun together. I wanna spend our month-versary at the most romantic place with the finest restaurant which serves the most yummylicious food and spend hardrock quality time with him because I want the best things on Earth for him, my precious darling.

Give me more lovin’ than I’ve ever had,

Make it all better when I’m feelin’ sad,

Tell me that I’m special even when I know I’m not,

Make it feel good when I hurt so bad,

Barely gettin’ mad,

I’m so glad I found you; I love bein’ around you.

You make it easy, it’s easy as 1, 2- 1, 2, 3, 4

There’s only 1 thing 2 do 3 words 4 you- (I love you) I love you

There’s only 1 way 2 say those 3 words and that’s what I’ll do-(I love you)

I love you.

Give me more lovin’ from the very start,

Piece me back together when I fall apart,

Tell me things you never even tell your closest friends-

Make it feel good when I hurt so bad, Best that I’ve had,

I’m so glad I found you, I love bein’ around you.

You make it easy, it’s easy as 1, 2- 1, 2, 3, 4

There’s only 1 thing 2 do 3 words 4 you- (I love you) I love you

There’s only 1 way 2 say those 3 words and that’s what I’ll do- (I love you)

I love you.(I love you)

I love you.

Thursday, May 14, 2009

Freedom!

I've something important to announce! A super happy thing which is...MY BOY'S BACK FROM CRUISEEEEE! YAYYY!

Picture of last weekend's date

Omg I'm so damn happy that he's finally back in Singapura! Life feels very different when he's on the cruise. It may be on weekdays when he'll normally be in camp anyway but no, this is damn different!

While he was away, I'm constantly worrying and thinking about what he's doing, whether he can receive my messages because the reception's really bad, whether he's enjoying himself..and I'm always wishing that I was there with him! Arghh. I really wanna go on a holiday with him man! Like spend a day with him on Bintan beach to do water activities or go Batam for cable-skiing! It feels so nice exploring and experiencing a whole new world together with him. I know that day will come eventually =) I have faith in it!

But yeah, speaking of reception for the past 4 days, I think that we've really put in alot alot alot of effort to keep up with our communication. Messages and phonecalls were super limited because they were either damn expensive like $2.50/min or no connection at all! Rawr. It was tough communicating when the reception was so cui but I was glad that we tried damn hard because without any communication, I think our relationship will just go downslope. I really can't imagine being in a long-distance relationship man. I think I'll just go crazy and give up on our relationship haha. I need my love medicine to sustain my sanity.

Well, at least after this 4 days cruise which forced us to be physically separated, I was glad that we were not too emotionally detached from each other which made our relationship stronger now! 1 more day of not seeing him (which is today), won't make much difference! It'll only make me look more forward to seeing him tomorrow! Yeah darling, I can't wait to *censored* you again! =D haha don't think crooked.

I MISS HIM SO MUCH.

Another good news. Look at this:

Yes, I'm a qualified driver now.

Bedtime now, goodnight darling, godnight everyone! =)

Saturday, May 09, 2009

Power of Love.

I love weekends! =) Because I can pak tor with limyihong.

It has been about 2 weeks since we're officially together. But out of the 2 weeks, we actually saw each other for only 8 days, including today. Well, my little boy has to protect and defend Singapura you see. It's surprising how our feelings for each other did not die off although now is supposedly our honeymoon period and we should be seeing each other alot more often. It really shows how committed and serious we are in our relationship =D

How fate brings us together scares you, because we could have just missed one another easily. But the very same fate makes him so precious to me, and me so special to him. I'm so glad that I chose NJ because it's the first step to knowing his existence. Had I stayed on in AJ, I don't know if i'll ever get to meet him. Choosing band as my CCA is a bonus to know him better. Life is seriously full of choices. And I know I've made the right choice to have limyihong as my boyfriend.

limyihong is really one super rare guy. I don't think I can find another boyfriend who can understand me so well even if I searched half the world. Freaky as it may sound, our thinking is so alike that we hardly need to spell things out, yet we know what each other is thinking. I'm so glad that our viewpoints on relationships and life are so similar too! Isn't it amazing?

Anyway past 2 weekends were equally fantastic! We went to places like Clarke Quay and their Manhattan Fish Market, Ikea, Vivocity and Sentosa, which we frequent alot in the past before we were together. I don't know why, but I can remember quite clearly when, why and what we did at those places. Hmm perhaps there has been this special thing about him for the past 4 years.

The rooftop of Vivocity is known as our Lao Di Fang! Haha it's amazing how we can just sit there and talk talk talk. Or just sit there and enjoy each other's company. Nice =) We feel so totally in love wth each other and it's always sad when we have to part. Sigh. Oh well, look forward to our next date at Vivo this friday!

That little boy is currently on Superstar Virgo now. Ohman miss him so damn much! He's like a drug and I'm all addicted to him. But no, I don't want any antidote to free myself from it. The feeling's niceee. It shows that you're really in love with him. Hope he's enjoying himself!

Besides pak tor-ing with limyihong, I've been going for driving lessons as well! Wahh last few lessons before The Day. Stupid crank course, I'm still hitting kerbs arghh. And I'm quite scared that my parking will have problems on the day itself! =X be calm, Amelia! You can do it! =)

Alright, my head's spinning and I wanna sleep!

Goodnight boyfriend, goodnight world.